Self motivation

There are days when you feel like you cannot count on other people but yourself. So when you're feeling down, you decide to self-hypnotize to see things better. I think I have come to the stage of life, where I always have the thought that I was really left behind by my peers. To think that no matter how hard I try, how far I go, I would never reach 'the destination'. So one day, I arrived at a conclusion, "Keep running, one day you'll get there". But the next question is, what is there? Where is exactly 'there'?