Come back!

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I come back! After for more than a year hehe
..and I come back with a story, a story of 2 young people~

 she and he were friends at school
they were strangers at first 
but slowly become closer because of the same activity
at that time, he had a girlfriend
she had stuck in a moment with someone
time passed by, he broke up with his girlfriend
and she just still got stuck with someone
they became closer, but still 'just friend'
.
he was so care back then to her
she was a bit happy and confused
he didn't know at all
cause he didn't do it on purpose
he came and went away
she felt being pushed & pulled
he didn't know at all
cause he didn't do it on purpose
she slightly had a hope with him
he didn't know at all
cause he didn't do it on purpose
.
he found a way back into her ex
she felt broken for a bit
not completely broken
cause she finally realized that he didn't care on purpose
.
time passed by.
.
he had another broke up with his ex
at that time, she was already fine
and completely forgotten about him
.
they were once close again because of their same activity
she took care of him
he slightly started to feel different for her
but she didn't know at all
cause she didn't do it on purpose
she was close to someone
he felt confused of her
but she didn't know at all
cause she didn't do it on purpose
he finally realized what he need was this girl
he stick to her
she slightly realized
but she didn't know why
cause all to her at that time, it was already over with him
.
.
they got closer
so much closer
this young boy found comfort in her
and can't deny, she slightly was getting comfortable around him
he took care of her, gave her abundance of love
but he also gave her a lot of scars
not a physic one
but more to the feeling
.
she still close to someone else who is one of his close mate
but at that time, she indeed in a friend zone with her someone
he still fought for her
she started to feel sympathy for him
but he always had something to make her felt insecure
he made her worried for many things
she didn't want to hurt him like the way he did
came and went away although it wasn't on purpose
.
.
she felt a bit affection to him
but the anxiety grew with affection
she tried to make up her mind
thought that if she asked him to stop, time would heal
thought that if she asked him to stop, he would ask why
thought that if she asked him to stop, he wouldn't want to
thought that if she asked him to stop, he won't get hurt
.
.
but he was completely fine
he didn't ask why
.
did he get hurt?
at least that's what she thought at that time
.
but after all
she was relieved that he is doing fine without her
although she felt in sorrow
but she was relieved that he didn't get hurt
.
time went away
but not so fast
just for about one week
.
he found a way back to her ex
she got hurt
cause he is moving on too fast
but noticed that it is the risk of her decision
she got hurt
cause he didn't seem bother at all
but nothing for her to do
.
.
time passed by
she still close to her someone
but still they're just friends
she is so much fine now
cause she know if he's happy now,
then she made a right decision
to ask him to stop and go

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